Жизнь

& quot; Why is that? When I 'm waiting for him , he did not poyavlyaetsya.Ya already tired of such otnosheniy.Vchera he wrote that skuchaet.Interestno what he meant ? He misses me , or it 's just boring ? If he misses me, why take my patience , Why did not he come out? And if it 's just boring , he's still knows that I have it here zhdu.Inogda seems to me that I was for him just have a good time , not more. & quot; my girl , I'm with you so interesting & quot; He is always so beautiful govorit.Ty so clever - how many words . Why all these words ? Why did he not just say that he loves me ? Just lyubit..Interesno that for me here is the word . What does it mean to love here? I feel the same emotsii.Ya really miss when he's not , I'm very happy when he is presented . I do not need anybody here , when it is not. I 'm out here just for the sake of nego.Ya spend the night at the screen, which would wait for him here and say Privet.Ya when it is presented , and I tell him just hello , I feel good. And not just good, I schastliva.Pochemu ? This is only a letter. black letters on a white fone.Mozhet be the fact that I put into each letter of his love for nemu.A wonder if he realizes that when I write him hello, hello What this means love . Maybe for him it's just a word ? As regards all that he gets from day to den.Hotya when he wrote to me , I feel that it may be lyubit.A I it pridumala..Kak slozhno..Vot he appeared ... like cold behaves . Maybe he's busy? And maybe at work, then why write if it can not communicate? I want him to communicate and wait. This is the third time I sit , and he just so ... no. Not even smiles . Maybe it was not him ? How strangely himself vedёt.Ya not even think I want that he has someone eschё.Ved in our world , we have only vdvoёm.A Sometimes I think that he has a hundred such as ya.On talked about someone several times and I pretended that I was interested, but .... I wanted to break our mir.Zachem do all this ? ! I had forgotten the smell vesna.Dlya me now more important than this life, a life in which there On.Vtoraya life .. & quot;