A Letter to Someone Like You

Why?
Why?
Why?Sometimes this beauty is choking me,
But at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek
Coupled with your breath on my neckThe world around you falls away
And I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers
But they cut me tooAnd I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say
I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be
What I hateLet's be happy with what we have
Enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream
No one said caring was easyI know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so soulless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you awayAnd I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say
I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be
What I hateLet's be happy with what we have
Enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream
No one said caring was easyI remember when my dreams were dying
And I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
Then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same
And nothing has ever
Nothing has ever felt the same