Even Higher

I can't believe...

For a moment in time I got rid of myself and acted like a clown

For what crumbles and burns but still I'm around

Now I'm losing my faith...

I'm ready to speak while all the lying is making me weak

As this is not what I seek



But do I deserve to walk away

I've tried to make it through

Seems there's no place to stay 

As long as I don't know what went on with you



I should have known, right from the start 

And turn my back away from the dark

Now I'm on my knees or walk the wire 

Don't hang me high, even higher



Oh, I'm not like you at all... 

But your words will keep me awake at night

Still in my ears and all in the mind so I turned on the light

But now I'm on my way...

There are things in life I cannot choose

I was trying to trace your path but there's nothing to lose



Remember these words I've never said

Why I would never let it go

But I didn't really feel the cold at all

As long as there's no one to hold



I should have known, right from the start 

And turn my back away from the dark

Now I'm on my knees or walk the wire 

Don't hang me high, even higher