I Don't Mind

Reality's a dream, a game in which I seem
To never find out just what I am
I don't know if I'm an actor or ham, a shamen or sham
But if you don't mind and I don't mindI'm lost without a clue so how can I undo
The tangle of these webs I keep weaving
I don't know if I should be believing, deceptive perceiving
But if you don't mind and I don't mindI used to bet that you didn't care
But gambling never got me anywhere
Each time I used to feel so sure
Something about you made me doubt you moreHow can you convince me, when everything I see
Just makes me feel you're putting me down
And if it's true, this pathetic clown'll keep hanging around
That's if you don't mind and I don't mindI used to bet that you didn't care
But gambling never got me anywhere
Each time I used to be so sure
Something about you made me doubt you moreI even think you hate me when you call me on the phone
And sometimes when we go out, then I wish, I'd stayed at home
And when I'm dreaming or just lying in my bed
I think you've got it in for me, is it all in my head? Is it in my head?How can you convince me, when everything I see
Just makes me feel you're putting me down
And if it's true this pathetic clown'll keep hanging around
That's if you don't mind and I don't mind, I don't mind