Vapors

I live under a sky of angels
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers
I've been deceived by your flowers
Planted around me, sweet smell
Replaced all the, all the vaporsEvery day you think I live a lie
You think I wanna die
But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?Every day you think I live a lie
You think I wanna die
But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?I've been misunderstood
About my being around
I can't seem to stop letting people down
Oh, that's what they sayI still don't care about them
Or what they're thinking, what they're thinking
It's not fair for anyone
To believe them or me or the papersEvery day you think I live a lie
You think I wanna die
But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?
Every day you think I live a lieOh, Jesus, you know what I did?
What did you do?Every day you think I live a lie
You think I wanna die
But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?Every day you think I live a lie
You think I wanna die
But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?Now I know what my destiny is
It's the ultimate rift in the little will I have
I'm not gonna last till the end
I'm still my only friend
Now I know what to doMuch to your dismay
I'm choosing a day
To find my new home
The answer to my biggest question