Lousy Truth

Girl, I've been thinking a lot
About who we could've been
If I was back home
Just chilling with you and all my friendsBut dear I'm gone
And that's the lousy truthFor the past three years
I swear I've been a better man
Then who I become
I know I know I know I left you downBut I've been gone
For to damn longSo if you go away
Then know that I can't guarantee
That I won't break your heart
But if you go and stay, then baby
Then I will hope and pray that you will run away
'Cause dear it breaks my heart
To see you hereSo shine outward, not inward
You've been selfish little girl
For the past three years
I've been through more than you can know
And God I don't want you to knowWhat I have been through
'Cause you just wouldn't understand
You're just a girl with some issues
As bad as it might soundBut you're the girl who's been driving me madSo if you go away
Then know that I can't guarantee
That I won't break your heart
But if you go and stay, then baby
Then I will hope and pray that you will run away
'Cause dear it breaks my heart
To see you hereSo go to school in Chicago
Find a new boy, a new life
A whole new set of friends
'Cause all that I will ever do is break your heart
And dear it breaks my heart
To see you hereYeah dear breaks my heart
To see you hereBut just so you knowI've been thinking a lot of
About who we've gonna been
If I was back home
Just chilling with you and all my friendsBut dear I'm gone
And that's the lousy truth