Natural Ghost

I try so hard to be good 
  I get these bad ides 
  I try so hard to be good 
  It doesn't always work out 
  It doesn't always work out 
  But I try... 

  To feel the sunlight on my eyes 
  Shake off the shadows 
  That were following me around 
  It's very nice you know and quite a lot to take in 
  To feel the sunlight and start growing again 

  I taught myself to push it away 
  I was watching, watching you do it to me 
  I taught myself to throw it away 

  And you get used to being happy 
  You get used to it, used to it, used to it... 

  I like to thing about the clouds... 
  How they are moving 
  Sometimes it's nice to stay home... 
  When everybody goes out 
  It's nice and quiet when they call it's so loud 

  I don't understand 

  I shuffle cool across the boulevard 
  My feet move steady, my shoes go up and down 
  I'm always late you know... 
  Late and never ready 
  I keep it steady though 
  When I get tight and all up right 

  I taught myself to push it away 
  I was watching, watching you do it to me 
  I taught myself to throw it away 

  And you get used to being happy 
  You get used to it, used to it, used to it... 

  Make no mistake to be user don't mean loser 
  Witty and cruel they are so easy to confuse 
  You'll learn eventually or... 
  Eventually you'll lose it... 
  Eventually you'll lose it... 
  Get used to it...