She Gets What I Deserve

She doesn't know me by name
But I know everything about her
She likes to work in her rose garden
And vacation in New HampshireShe gets him every holiday
And every Sunday afternoon
But as she tucks his Paley's down
I know she loves him like I doAnd I wanted to call her so many times
But I never found the nerve
She gets what I deserve
Ooh, yeahIt's not the way that I planned
Just the right man, the wrong time
Even the moments he's holdin' me
I know he's not really mineWhen I appear into the windows of the home
I'm torn apart
I can't help but wonder
Whatever happened to my heartSuch an uninvited lesson
I never meant to learn
She gets what I deserveI can't whitewash my excuses
I can't cover up the stain
I can't give back what I've taken
I should be the one to bare the painI just pray that God forgives me
For what I've done to her
She gets what I deserve
She gets what I deserve