Billy Austin

My name is Billy Austin
I'm twenty-nine years old
I was born in Oklahoma
Quarter Cherokee I'm toldDon't remember Oklahoma
It's been so long since I left home
Seems like I've always been in prison
Like I've always been aloneDidn't mean to hurt nobody
Never thought I'd cross that line
I held up a filling station
Like I'd done a hundred timesThe kid done like I told him
He lay face down on the floor
Guess I'll never know what made me
Turn and walk back through that doorThe shot rang out like thunder
My ears rang like a bell
No one came runnin'
And so I called the cops myselfTook their time to get there
And I guess I could'a run
I knew I should be feeling something
But I never shed tear oneI didn't even make the papers
'Cause I only killed one man
But my trial was over quickly
And then the long hard wait beganCourt appointed lawyer
Couldn't look me in the eye
He just stood up and closed his briefcase
When they sentenced me to dieAnd now my waitin's over
As the final hour drags by
I ain't about to tell you
That I don't deserve to dieThere's twenty-seven men here
Mostly black and brown and poor
And most of 'em are guilty
And who are you to say for sure?So when the preacher comes to get me
And they shave off all my hair
Could you take that long walk with me
Knowing Hell's waitin' there?Could you pull that switch yourself, sir
With a sure and steady hand?
Could you still tell youself, sir
That you're better than I am?My name is Billy Austin
I'm twenty-nine years old
I was born in Oklahoma
Quarter Cherokee I'm told