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We were at the alter on the day you were baptized

everyone who held you has the moment memorized

But thankful memories have mingled with a grief

because the blessing was too brief

That is why your birthday never passes easily

we can't help imagining the person you might be

In you absence our lives are not as sweet

the family grows, but never seems complete

Sometimes we see a babies crib

and feel a spike between our ribs

Something always stays awake

in the empty cradle that we make

When we are afraid that it will hurt to speak your name

we agree in silence that you're there with us the same

that familiar silence we keep returning to

is a room we share with you

Some of us feel guilty for not visiting your grave

you are still included in the way that we behave

knowing now that we never disconnect

just listen to our thoughts to measure your effect

Only spirits speak so clear

It was our love that brought you here

that's how we know you wait somewhere

and each of us will hold you there