Half Alive

Its 4 am, Im waking up to your perfume
Dont get up, Ill get through on my own
I dont know if Im home or if I lost my way into your room
Im spiraling into my doom, Im feeling half aliveBut I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
Free despite the fact that men are foolsIm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
Its okay that were dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonightWell, excuse me while I get killed softly
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you Im okay
At least till yesterday you know you caught me off my highest guard
Believe me when I say it's hard, well get through this tonightAnd I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
Free despite the fact that men are foolsIm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
Its okay that were dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonightAnd you touch my hand ever so slightly
Girl, Im not ready for this yet
And the deadly looks you cast upon me
I wont regret, I wont regret, I wont regret, I wont regretAnd I was trying to disappear
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without youI was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now
You brought me down to size nowIm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
Its okay that were dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight, tonightIm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
Its okay that were dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
I need to survive tonight, tonight