Let Down

i just want to believe you so bad but 
an earful of promises is all i ever had 
your ways have held us back 
for so long, so fucking long 
the time has come for us to break 
that hold that fucking hold 
BREAK THAT HOLD 
i had trust in you but you let me down 
and sold yourself for nothing 
its time i take control 
listen to what i say because you have 
so much to fucking learn about statement, a belief, my true identity