What I Wouldn't Give

Feeling like I can't forgive but I want to
It's like I don't know how to live, Im afraid to
I used to think take them as they come without hesitations, no
Now, it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasionsAs the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me
She's sayin', "Hurry, it's one more day gone"What I wouldn't give just to forget, so I can remember
How to live again, I wanna live again, ohI am feeling dissonant and distracted
The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head
And they're bleeding deadly reactions, woahAnd as the moon begins to rise he shows me
All the colors that Im hiding, Im hiding myselfWhat I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
So, I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again, ohAm I desperately losing this fight? And oh
When I should really be choosing my flight
Take me, take me, take me nowWhat I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
So, I can remember how to live again
I wanna live againWhat I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
What I wouldn't give just to forget
So, I can remember how to live