Rival Trial

Dear catastrophes and friends



I sold myself short this time



It reveals more of how I conceive this play



Can't count the times I've turned to you in dismay



But I would never...



Different hands draw different things



I disregarded that



But I invented ways to buy myself some time



Can honestly say I've got nothing left to hide



But I would never...



Dear catastrophes and friends



I tapped into something cold



The tables turned a second time with both ends burning bright



Because push never came to shove just a distant sound of cries



But would I ever...



Realize this exit's waging end



I'll be really careful



Realize that I can't block out this no



Apologies are pending