I'll Be Here When You Wake

Leave my bed warm and
I'll breathe in your smell
We shouldn't tell a single soul
You know its right
I want to shout it out
It's killing to hold
Hold it in my head
When's there's barely room for me

And I see you name in the darkness
Like you should be there
And I miss you more 
When im coming down 
And I fear the door

Leave my brain in knots
That I'll never quite unfurl
I can't make head nor tail
Of this fizzing on my tongue
Both my hands are tied 
So I can't pick up the phone
Even if I wanted to
By god I don't